stressted .

aite so i been stressed ALOT lately&& idky.
its jus a whole bunch of stuff piled up making one big thing
but i like to write..writing helps me express myself.its like my outlet to vent&it makes me feel better..
so thats why this blog is turning more into my life instead of celebrities..cuz i been usin it as my outlet.
i been cryin or on the verge of cryin for tha past two weeks.
cuz of school.my dad.missin my mom(&brother).work.not bein in NC.&missin my friends back home.
but today -- i been wondering whether..my boyfriend is GAY!
hmm...idk.he jus be sayin some stuff that have me wondering..like he went wit me shoppin today&he would say.."oh i'd rock that" talkin bout some girl clothes.
then he asked could he hold my purse then he said he wanted to wear a wig.then he said he tried on heels...
im like...hmmm...
&he's not homophobic.not sayin that he should be but he jus too comfortable wit it for me.&&he talks too low&soft.
idk i'm probably thinkin too much into it like i do about everythin but you might jus need to be here to see what i mean.

but i think ive JUST figured out what i wanna go to school for.&&i mean JUST figured it out.like as i was jus typing.I think i wanna go to school for somethin in design.so ima go to school for liberal arts? to do like my original plan of fashion merchandisin or interior design or somethin..idk yet...

another thing thats REALLY bothering me is not havin any friends.like today &tomorrow im off work&have NOTHIN to do :( i have nobody to do anythin with ugh:(

Lesson of the Day

(ok so this is the lesson i learned yesterday but ima still use it as my lesson of TOday ! )

if you want somebody to do somethin you have to tell them.ppl are not mind readers.especailly in relationships.dont be tryna get all mad at someone because of something they didnt or did do that you didnt like but they aint kno you aint like it.You cant assume ppl know what you like.

Relatonships=sacrifice&&compromise.

..Also-they're are WAY too many people in tha world for you to be stressing over one person.If they not treatin you how to should be treated or THINK you should be treated..MOVE ON! you dont have to put up with anythin thats not benefitin your life...

Spoken Word of tha day

How bout them Panthers??

yeaaaa...how you like that?? Panthers beat the Giants 41-9 didnt they??I think so!!

hahaha

Baby Keesh

i did not kno she was pregnant!

awwww

merry christmas

merry christmas ;)

basically a boyfriendless christmas

I'm like so aggravated right now..im bout to be single .
ok so last night..no rewind-lets go farther back .
so like 2 weeks ago i told my boyfriend that i wanted to go see tha christmas lights..he aint say nothin about it so i was like ok whatever, he dont wanna take me..i still wanna go so ima go.so my brother is visitin me and i asked him to go wit me and he said he would so i told my bf i was goin wit my brother then he wanna come ask me if he could take me so im like sure
sooo..i got off work at 6 and told him i was off&im like are we goin to see tha lights&he like yea around 8pm.&&im like..why so late?but i let it go.im like if he wanna go at 8,cool.but idk what time they stop so then 8 comes........and goes.
i dont hear nothin from him so i txt him around 8:45&i'm like aite im bout to go wash my hair..he txts me back 5 minutes to 9 &is like "oh,my dad said they stop at 9."
&&im like..oh so you couldnt tell me that around 8 o clock instead of having me wait around for you?!&u not say nothin?? so in my book, thats standing somebody up..so im pissed
then i txtd him&im like "so i'm not waitin for u for breakfast dinner then?"
&he keep askin me if my brother coming.&im like why do u ask me that? do u want him to come ?? &we end up droppin tha convo.
soo morning comes.he txt me at like 8 talkin bout "happy christmas" ....??who says that?retards!
i send no reply..then he txts like a hour later askin me what im doin...no reply.so he calls.no answer.then like 30 minutes later i txt him tellin him im eatin.he like "oh u couldnt wait huh?".
i slightly go off! im like "its 10:30!what u want me to wait till lunchtime?and jus wait around for you to txt me &if u never txtd me i wouldnt been sittin around hungry..no.ima jus do me now" &he like aite do u.i say aite.i will!!
ugh.he makes me so sick wit the little things he do!!!!

ewwah

ugh.wth?

Rihanna:Hard ft.Young Jeezy

my favorite song curently :)

YAY!!

T.I. is outta jail!! YAY! But he's goin to a halfway house in atl.

but thats cool.at least he out ;)

Lesson Of Tha Day!

lesson of tha day:

in a new relationship, dont buy a christmas gift until tha week OF!!
cuz that negro might f up and you gotta return a gift.
or if u did like me..you got somethin engraved &&you CANT return
it.
ugh
learned my lesson!
but i think ima still give it to him.we aint broke up...yet.

Ms.Fanning

she is grown up&& i LOVE tha style!

twitter!

Oh yeah!!

I forgot to give you my twitter name:

thathersheygirl

follow me now!

tha name is self explanatory :)

WELCOME BACK ME!

Im back!!!

&&I have soo much to say!

Ok. sooo.. I jus got back from my vaction to Charlotte,NC..my hometown&&i LOVED it!! I aint do much of nothin but go see some old friends and I stayed wit my aunt&uncle.

OMG!!

I know i had to have spent like 200$ on gas cuz i went to tha gas station like everyday.I stayed for 4 days and my aunt lives a hour away from charlotte&i took that drive and back everyday!But i went shoppin and got a Coach purse for $193&&its REAL! I got it from tha Coach outlet store. 100% real.it was originally $449.99 but it was half off&&they gave you a 20% off coupon at tha door! you shoulda seen my face in that store :D i was in heaven!!

I went and saw my old crush!ahh! he still looked SOOOO good.omg!

if only..if only!! lol

&&i went and stayed wit my mom for about 3 days too&she stays a hour and a half away from me so...MORE GAS!!

But overall i had a good time!Then we i got back here i was like :( :( ugh!I dont wanna live here!I definately wanted to stay in NC and never return!! I mean I like it here in VA. I think there's probably more to do here but i jus have like NO friends so i dont do anythin but in NC i have friends and nothin to do!! But i think its better to have friends and nothin to do..cuz u can aways find somethin to do wit friends :) dont cha think?

And THEN!the whole days i was gone my boyfriend BARELY txtd or called me..i was like dang.really tho??

its like that?!

im gone and i cant getta hey how you doin?what u doin?i miss you??

I mean he did txt me everyday but we aint txt about nothin and it mighta lasted 20 minutes then thats it! he coulda called!ugh! so i was a little peeved about that!

&&i miss my moms..alot :(

Sooo...now i'm back in VA...bored out my mind.i hate goin out in tha cold so i dont really go out much.all i do is work =/ and im off mon and tues sooo ill probably be stuck here in tha house and I get depressed when i stay in tha house.Oh! i did break down and cry in front of Jourdan (my boyfriend) jus about how i was tired of sittin in this house and being bored in VA and missing my mom and he was real caring and held me :) and i told him how i wanted him to be more aggressive.

Oh thats a new subject!

so yeah! I jus want him to be more aggressive..tell me what we gonna do,where we gonna go..tell me NO! if he dont wanna do something.

but he jus does everything i say

WHICH I LOVE!

but i want him to be like "look!we goin to ---.be ready by---.im coming to get you!"

but instead he'll be like "well..if you wanna do that..its up to you"

ugh!jus have some control!

wear tha pants dude!!!lol

but anywho..off that..on to tha next...subject.

i kno yall kno what happen to Brittany Murphy so im not bout to cover that..

&&do you follow me??

im new to this twitter thing..im tryin to learn so follow me and teach me how ;)

ok.tired of reading this..me talkin bout nothin??

ok im gone! cuz my words on E now.

peace.love.and chicken grease!

Quote of tha Day

"LOVE:We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it & Loose sleep
worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we
discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing
it. It's the constant source of pleasure & pain. But we don't know which it
will be from one mom...ent to the next. It's a short word, easy to spell,
difficult to define & IMPOSSIBLE to live without."

vacation

ok so im bout to go on vacation! so i probably wont be on here like that to update..i dont update that much now cuz i dont have alot of followers but you kno what? i should still post for my few followers shouldnt i??
but yall dont be leaving no comments!! shoot!
but anywho...
i really wanted to get up here to talk about my boyfriend.lol
im SOOO in like wit him..we're to tha point where we say we love each other but its more like...we got love for each other not totally IN love.but i think it's gonna happen.we bout to fall in love.
he is sooo good to me.he gets me whatever i want and he jus wants to make me happy :)
&&we jus have soo much fun together..ima miss him so much while i'm gone =/

Obama on Ecstasy

oh word?!?
they got Ecstasy pills wit Obama's face on it!
They found these pills during a drug bust in Texas. smh!

Happy Holidays

Happy Holidays from Kimora Lee Simmons family.
awww how cute!!&& look at the little boy gettin his color!

Chester Child Molester

WHAT??!

Say it aint so Joe!

Pleasure P is a child molester!!

The daughter of the attroney that represents him, claims she has proff that Pleasure P,aka Marcs Cooper molested a 4 year old boy!! :O

Family Affair

Lil Wayne and his first born son, show up at Wayne's daughter,Reginae's pajama birthday party..juniors a little cutie! Weezy and Nivea's baby was finally offically born yesterday.
I wonder how he looks. I really wanna see Lauren Londons baby.I bet he's a cutie!
OH!
&&there's news that Toya got a new man: Memphitz!