stressted .

aite so i been stressed ALOT lately&& idky.
its jus a whole bunch of stuff piled up making one big thing
but i like to write..writing helps me express myself.its like my outlet to vent&it makes me feel better..
so thats why this blog is turning more into my life instead of celebrities..cuz i been usin it as my outlet.
i been cryin or on the verge of cryin for tha past two weeks.
cuz of school.my dad.missin my mom(&brother).work.not bein in NC.&missin my friends back home.
but today -- i been wondering whether..my boyfriend is GAY!
hmm...idk.he jus be sayin some stuff that have me wondering..like he went wit me shoppin today&he would say.."oh i'd rock that" talkin bout some girl clothes.
then he asked could he hold my purse then he said he wanted to wear a wig.then he said he tried on heels...
im like...hmmm...
&he's not homophobic.not sayin that he should be but he jus too comfortable wit it for me.&&he talks too low&soft.
idk i'm probably thinkin too much into it like i do about everythin but you might jus need to be here to see what i mean.

but i think ive JUST figured out what i wanna go to school for.&&i mean JUST figured it out.like as i was jus typing.I think i wanna go to school for somethin in design.so ima go to school for liberal arts? to do like my original plan of fashion merchandisin or interior design or somethin..idk yet...

another thing thats REALLY bothering me is not havin any friends.like today &tomorrow im off work&have NOTHIN to do :( i have nobody to do anythin with ugh:(

Lesson of the Day

(ok so this is the lesson i learned yesterday but ima still use it as my lesson of TOday ! )

if you want somebody to do somethin you have to tell them.ppl are not mind readers.especailly in relationships.dont be tryna get all mad at someone because of something they didnt or did do that you didnt like but they aint kno you aint like it.You cant assume ppl know what you like.

Relatonships=sacrifice&&compromise.

..Also-they're are WAY too many people in tha world for you to be stressing over one person.If they not treatin you how to should be treated or THINK you should be treated..MOVE ON! you dont have to put up with anythin thats not benefitin your life...

Spoken Word of tha day

How bout them Panthers??

yeaaaa...how you like that?? Panthers beat the Giants 41-9 didnt they??I think so!!

hahaha

Baby Keesh

i did not kno she was pregnant!

awwww

merry christmas

merry christmas ;)

basically a boyfriendless christmas

I'm like so aggravated right now..im bout to be single .
ok so last night..no rewind-lets go farther back .
so like 2 weeks ago i told my boyfriend that i wanted to go see tha christmas lights..he aint say nothin about it so i was like ok whatever, he dont wanna take me..i still wanna go so ima go.so my brother is visitin me and i asked him to go wit me and he said he would so i told my bf i was goin wit my brother then he wanna come ask me if he could take me so im like sure
sooo..i got off work at 6 and told him i was off&im like are we goin to see tha lights&he like yea around 8pm.&&im like..why so late?but i let it go.im like if he wanna go at 8,cool.but idk what time they stop so then 8 comes........and goes.
i dont hear nothin from him so i txt him around 8:45&i'm like aite im bout to go wash my hair..he txts me back 5 minutes to 9 &is like "oh,my dad said they stop at 9."
&&im like..oh so you couldnt tell me that around 8 o clock instead of having me wait around for you?!&u not say nothin?? so in my book, thats standing somebody up..so im pissed
then i txtd him&im like "so i'm not waitin for u for breakfast dinner then?"
&he keep askin me if my brother coming.&im like why do u ask me that? do u want him to come ?? &we end up droppin tha convo.
soo morning comes.he txt me at like 8 talkin bout "happy christmas" ....??who says that?retards!
i send no reply..then he txts like a hour later askin me what im doin...no reply.so he calls.no answer.then like 30 minutes later i txt him tellin him im eatin.he like "oh u couldnt wait huh?".
i slightly go off! im like "its 10:30!what u want me to wait till lunchtime?and jus wait around for you to txt me &if u never txtd me i wouldnt been sittin around hungry..no.ima jus do me now" &he like aite do u.i say aite.i will!!
ugh.he makes me so sick wit the little things he do!!!!

ewwah

ugh.wth?

Rihanna:Hard ft.Young Jeezy

my favorite song curently :)

YAY!!

T.I. is outta jail!! YAY! But he's goin to a halfway house in atl.

but thats cool.at least he out ;)

Lesson Of Tha Day!

lesson of tha day:

in a new relationship, dont buy a christmas gift until tha week OF!!
cuz that negro might f up and you gotta return a gift.
or if u did like me..you got somethin engraved &&you CANT return
it.
ugh
learned my lesson!
but i think ima still give it to him.we aint broke up...yet.

Ms.Fanning

she is grown up&& i LOVE tha style!

twitter!

Oh yeah!!

I forgot to give you my twitter name:

thathersheygirl

follow me now!

tha name is self explanatory :)

WELCOME BACK ME!

Im back!!!

&&I have soo much to say!

Ok. sooo.. I jus got back from my vaction to Charlotte,NC..my hometown&&i LOVED it!! I aint do much of nothin but go see some old friends and I stayed wit my aunt&uncle.

OMG!!

I know i had to have spent like 200$ on gas cuz i went to tha gas station like everyday.I stayed for 4 days and my aunt lives a hour away from charlotte&i took that drive and back everyday!But i went shoppin and got a Coach purse for $193&&its REAL! I got it from tha Coach outlet store. 100% real.it was originally $449.99 but it was half off&&they gave you a 20% off coupon at tha door! you shoulda seen my face in that store :D i was in heaven!!

I went and saw my old crush!ahh! he still looked SOOOO good.omg!

if only..if only!! lol

&&i went and stayed wit my mom for about 3 days too&she stays a hour and a half away from me so...MORE GAS!!

But overall i had a good time!Then we i got back here i was like :( :( ugh!I dont wanna live here!I definately wanted to stay in NC and never return!! I mean I like it here in VA. I think there's probably more to do here but i jus have like NO friends so i dont do anythin but in NC i have friends and nothin to do!! But i think its better to have friends and nothin to do..cuz u can aways find somethin to do wit friends :) dont cha think?

And THEN!the whole days i was gone my boyfriend BARELY txtd or called me..i was like dang.really tho??

its like that?!

im gone and i cant getta hey how you doin?what u doin?i miss you??

I mean he did txt me everyday but we aint txt about nothin and it mighta lasted 20 minutes then thats it! he coulda called!ugh! so i was a little peeved about that!

&&i miss my moms..alot :(

Sooo...now i'm back in VA...bored out my mind.i hate goin out in tha cold so i dont really go out much.all i do is work =/ and im off mon and tues sooo ill probably be stuck here in tha house and I get depressed when i stay in tha house.Oh! i did break down and cry in front of Jourdan (my boyfriend) jus about how i was tired of sittin in this house and being bored in VA and missing my mom and he was real caring and held me :) and i told him how i wanted him to be more aggressive.

Oh thats a new subject!

so yeah! I jus want him to be more aggressive..tell me what we gonna do,where we gonna go..tell me NO! if he dont wanna do something.

but he jus does everything i say

WHICH I LOVE!

but i want him to be like "look!we goin to ---.be ready by---.im coming to get you!"

but instead he'll be like "well..if you wanna do that..its up to you"

ugh!jus have some control!

wear tha pants dude!!!lol

but anywho..off that..on to tha next...subject.

i kno yall kno what happen to Brittany Murphy so im not bout to cover that..

&&do you follow me??

im new to this twitter thing..im tryin to learn so follow me and teach me how ;)

ok.tired of reading this..me talkin bout nothin??

ok im gone! cuz my words on E now.

peace.love.and chicken grease!

Quote of tha Day

"LOVE:We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it & Loose sleep
worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we
discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing
it. It's the constant source of pleasure & pain. But we don't know which it
will be from one mom...ent to the next. It's a short word, easy to spell,
difficult to define & IMPOSSIBLE to live without."

vacation

ok so im bout to go on vacation! so i probably wont be on here like that to update..i dont update that much now cuz i dont have alot of followers but you kno what? i should still post for my few followers shouldnt i??
but yall dont be leaving no comments!! shoot!
but anywho...
i really wanted to get up here to talk about my boyfriend.lol
im SOOO in like wit him..we're to tha point where we say we love each other but its more like...we got love for each other not totally IN love.but i think it's gonna happen.we bout to fall in love.
he is sooo good to me.he gets me whatever i want and he jus wants to make me happy :)
&&we jus have soo much fun together..ima miss him so much while i'm gone =/

Obama on Ecstasy

oh word?!?
they got Ecstasy pills wit Obama's face on it!
They found these pills during a drug bust in Texas. smh!

Happy Holidays

Happy Holidays from Kimora Lee Simmons family.
awww how cute!!&& look at the little boy gettin his color!

Chester Child Molester

WHAT??!

Say it aint so Joe!

Pleasure P is a child molester!!

The daughter of the attroney that represents him, claims she has proff that Pleasure P,aka Marcs Cooper molested a 4 year old boy!! :O

Family Affair

Lil Wayne and his first born son, show up at Wayne's daughter,Reginae's pajama birthday party..juniors a little cutie! Weezy and Nivea's baby was finally offically born yesterday.
I wonder how he looks. I really wanna see Lauren Londons baby.I bet he's a cutie!
OH!
&&there's news that Toya got a new man: Memphitz!

ewwwwah

happy thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I have been waiting for this day for like a week. I'm sooo excited! Food?!

My favorite hobby :)

AND my boo is spending the day wit me at my fams house!ahhhh! i hope he's not nervous cuz my fam is gonna rip him apart! but in a good way :)

This is our first holiday together&we only been datin for 2 weeks&&he's bout to meet EVERYBODY!

oooooh i cant wait to get fat yo!

:) :) :)

Rhymes With Snitch

"'He has to be good in bed and the size matters. You know what I mean? The inner
beauty counts as well, but without a toy it doesn't make it fun. Right now I
don't want to have a serious relationship, I want to have fun. I love flirting
at the moment. I'm single and I'm enjoying my freedom. But I don´t give my phone
number out that often. But if I'm dating, I check the boy from the top to the
bottom.'"

Source:Rhymes With Snitch

YO! I agree wit her like 95%! Im loving Rihanna more and more like everyday.Have you noticed how much more I've been puttin her on here?

What's goin on?

Hmmmm....whats different about Keri?

get it girl

Gosh i love rihanns's style!

young money

"1. Bedrock (ft. Lloyd)
2. New Shit
3. Pass Me The Dutch
4. Wifebeater
5. Fuck The Bullshit (ft. Birdman)
6. Ms. Parker
7. Target
8. Sacrifice
9. Every Girl
10. She Is Gone (ft. Pleasure P)
11. Girl I Got You
12. Gooder
13. Roger That
14. Steady Mobbin’ (ft. Gucci Mane)"
Source:SealedforFreshness

hmmmmm??

Guys in denim tube tops??

yay or nay??

:(

omfg

comments??

what you think?

Megan Good.Do you like ger new look?! I do! It looks like she tryna get her Rihanna edgy look goin on,but i like it.

Kim Kardashian tweeted a pic of her in Miami...not feeling it..toooo skinny for her from the belly button down.ugh.

Toni Braxton&&her adorable son hit up the American Music Awards. I am loving her dress&&her son is TOO cute.

t.i

Source:Free's Official Website - FREESWORLD:
"T.I.’s Grand Hustle studios are currently being investigated after explosives were found in front of the building. Atlanta police and a SWAT team were called to the scene after two Molotov cocktails were discovered when a staffer left the studio after a long night’s work and saw the suspicious bottles.
Jason Geter, T.I.’s business partner for the label, later said that he believes a disgruntled aspiring artist is responsible for the incident."

oh really

"'If Lil' Wayne and Kings of Leon like my [new] album, then I'll feel good.
I
would not change anything about it. Even if people don't love it, I made
exactly
the piece of art that I wanted to make.'
- Rihanna tells Glamour
magazine"

In the life of Mr.Carter ;)

awwww

Me&my babes Jourdan
he's like tha effin greatest.
never had somebody like him in my life
he makes me smile jus by lookin at him&he makes sure im happy above all
we havent even been datin long &we're still gettin to kno each other but so far there's nothin i dont like about him. you kno usually you be like "i like him but..."
i dont have a but.

he's my sunshine&im his moon pie

[dont ask!lmao]

Wet Seals

I have no news to say about Halle Berry except that I HAVE THESE BOOTS!!!

i got em at Wet Seal!! For like 30$

i wonder if thats where she got em from!!

*Video Phone*

NO HOMO!!

but Beyonce was bad in this video&&her body was bangin'!

I would love to have a body like hers.ugh!!

But I loved this video&im far from a huge Beyonce fan. Lady Gaga tried so hard to keep on. awww..A for effort.

They did their thang on this video!

oooo she bad!!!

2011 Mercedes Benz SLS AMG

it hits 100 in 12 seconds!

Heartbreak Drake Part 3

"1. Drake - Scriptures (Exclusive) (3:38)
2. Drake - Hurt (Exclusive) (3:42)
3. Drake - Material Girl (Exclusive) (2:39)
4. Drake - 4 My Town (feat. Birdman) (Exclusive) (4:10)
5. Drake - Fed Up (3:26)
6. Drake - Say Something (2:15)
7. Drake - The King (1:36)
8. Drake - Play Ball (3:00)
9. Drake - Believe It or Not (2:06)
10. Drake - Mo Milli (feat. Birdman) (2:22)
11. Drake - Money to Blow (4:12)
12. Drake - Darlin' (5:06)
13. Drake - Fear (4:13)
14. Drake - Killers (feat. Nipsey Hussle) (2:48)
15. Drake - Bedrock (4:49)
16. Drake - Off That (feat. Jay-Z) (3:32)
17. Drake - Beautiful (3:28)
18. Drake - Go (1:17)
19. Drake - Successful (Live) (feat. Jay-Z) (3:47)
20. Drake - Words from Jay-Z (0:45)"

Yea i think Trey invented it

i did not kno Trey Songz video was pornographic material!!

i was like oh em gee Trey!!

the way he did this video..i kno u thinkin like "oh they had sex after they stopped taping.i kno they did!!" lol

From Black to White

Sammy Sosa has gone to bleaching too?? but why?!

'Rebirth' release date

so a release date is finnaly set for Lil' Waynes rebirth cd.===>Dec. 15

i dint think ima be buyin this one.

please believe ima get it cuz ima wayne head but i dont think i wanna spend money on it. i jus dont think it'll be great =/

Wale Attention Deficit

i digg this record.you should cop it.

i mean,thats if you like good music;)

01. Triumph (prod. Dave Sitek)

02. Mamma Told Me

03. Mirrors f. Bun B (prod. Mark Ronson)

04. Pretty Girls f. Gucci Mane & Weensey (of Backyard Band) (prod. Best Kept Secret)

05. World Tour f Jazmine Sullivan (prod.Cool & Dre)

06. Let It Loose (Inhibitions) f. Pharrell Williams (prod. The Neptunes)

07. 90210 (prod. Mark Ronson)

08. Shades f. Chrisette Michele (prod. 9th Wonder)

09. Chillin’ f. Lady Gaga (prod. Cool & Dre)

10. TV In The Radio f. K’Naan (prod. Dave Sitek)

11. Contemplate f. Rihanna (prod. Syience)

12. Diary f. Marsha Ambrosius

13. Beautiful Bliss f. Melanie Fiona & J.Cole (prod. DJ Green Lantern & Mark Ronson)

14. PrescriptioniTunes Bonus Tracks

iTunes bonus tracks

15. Center of Attention (Artistic Integrity 2)

16. My Sweety

17. Be Right

OMG DO YOU LOVE MY HAIR?!?

i do!!! i always wanted curly hair..now i got it&&love it :)

Katt Williams..

...got arrested on burglary and trespassing charges Sunday in Newnan, Georgia. He was accused of stealing $3,555 in jewelry and collectible coins.

But why he gotta be smilin like that?!? hahaha

Baby Boy

awwwwww.lok at lil wayne's baby boy! He is too cute!! He's from Wayne's babymama Sarah..his name is Dwayne Carter III :) aww

ooooooo Chris :) :)

what was you singin about that got you so happy chris :D

Anybody want his number??

You GOT to be kiddin me!

For real tho?

look at this one...

crazy.scary.amazing

My Life

I havent wrote anything about myself in awhile&&since I'm short on time&cant do a blog about somebody else ill jus talk about ME! :)

so since tha last time i wrote about myself i was sayin how there's no good guys up in VA,they all gay or taken,well.....i met this guy named Jourdan from Germany (no,he's not white.lol.he's a black guy Germany...i aint kno they lived over there either.lol) but so far i really like him.W only been talkin for a week but we been hittin it off real good.He gotta job,a mustang,he bout to go to school,he's funny&really sweet. The sweetness is throwing me off tho cuz im not use to guys that wanna do stuff for me all tha time but he does..i like it but i'm scared his niceness is to weaken me and get something outta me..idk.But i'm starting to push him away cuz i think he's gonna betray me like my ex did..im jus real sceptical about his motives&&wherether he's gonna lie to me&stuff..idk.&&them im scared that i'll push him away and he's really i nice guy..idk what to do but ill figure it out.oh! and he's real cute ;)

No Ceilings is out!!!

01. Swag Surfin

02. Ice Cream Paint Job

03. D.O.A.

04. Interlude

05. Wasted

06. Watch My Shoes

07. Break Up Ft. Short Dawg & Gudda Gudda

08. Banned From TV

09. Throw It In The Bag

10. I Think I Love Her Ft. Tyga & Shanell

11. Interlude 2 Ft. Shanell

12. Wetter

13. Im Good Ft. Lucci Lou

14. Make Her Say Ft. Jae Millz

15. Run This Town

16. I Gotta Feeling

17. Outro

ahhh...yes.a mixtape from Wayne :) :) so happy right now.

&&it goes sooo hard!

Leona Lewis..

...was punched in tha head by a 29 year old man at one of her book signings.

smh. sorry but i think its kinda funny!

TOY STORY 3!!! OMG

An ageless Bart Simpson he isn't.

It's been a decade since we've seen Andy (voiced by John Morris), the plaything-loving boy whose action figures come to splendid life in the animated classics 'Toy Story' (1995) and 'Toy Story 2' (1997), and, well, he's done grown up.

In the first full-length trailer for Disney/Pixar's 'Toy Story 3' (opening June 18, 2010), the oblivious owner of Woody (Tom Hanks), Buzz (Tim Allen), Hamm (John Ratzenberger) and pals is about to leave for college.

And since lugging his toy chest to campus would equate to social suicide (though, from the looks of his unchanging room, we're not quite sure how he managed through high school), this leaves our plastic heroes in panic.Are they getting thrown out? Should they all be getting hysterical?! Are they being sold on eBay? (If Andy only knew their real worth ...) Nope, they'll just find a new home -- a far more treacherous one, with threats of dismemberment, breakage and unlawful nostril entry ever present.

SOURCE:moviefone.com

Cant wait for this one

yaaaaaaaaaaaayyy!!!

My man is gettin a 8 episode reality show on BET :) :)

who do u think will be ALL up in tha screen?!!?

hahaha

Gucci? Gucci who?

lol.he said, "gucci who?!? gucci was on there&em wasn't?!?"

hahahaha.

but he right tho.emeniem shoulda been on there instead of Gucci.real talk!

see thru??

this is soooo cute to me! get it rihanna!

can somebody tell me why??

*blank stare*

2009 FALL FASHION!

Fall Fashion 2009

I HAVE A PASSION FOR FASHION!!
;)

A: Aviator-Amelia Earnhart-inspired bombers,shades,and scarves.

B: Buckles-big or small,buckle hardware is in this fall!

C: Cocktail Dress-get tha party started wit a body-con silhouettes.

D: Drapin-Fold some 40s hollywood era glamour into your fall wardrobe.

E: Electric Color-plung into neon hues

F: Full Bows

G: Gilded-from head to toe,sparkle wit a glimpse of gold

H: Houndstooth-a bold alternative to everyday checerboard.

I: Indigo-this tru-blue hue is poppin up everywhere!

J: Joan Jett-Early '80s rocker style

K: Kisses

L: Luxe Hippie-lasing,tassles,and organic elements

M: Menswear-try a no-frill approach to business chic wit oxfords,blazers,and structured bags.

N: Nuts and Bolts-trade in your oversize gems for this season's smaler specialties;studs,chains,crystals

O: Over-the-knee

P: Puff Piece-inflation gets stylish!!

Q: Queensland-deep jewel tones and plush velvets bestow royal treatment on fall looks.

R: Realtime-instead of wearing bangles..put on a watch

S: Surrealism-Add artistic flourish to your everyday with illusion-creating bag,belts and watches.

T: Think Pink

U:Updated Updo

V:Very Furry

W:Waterproof

X:Xtreme Eyes

Y:Yellow

Z:Zoology-leopard print was all over tha fall runway.

weezy's new tat

Wayne...whats goin on??what is this???