outta my element

so i finally got out tha house today.

i been stuck in tha house ALL day until like 5 when my bestie Delvon asked me if i wanted to go to tha mall. so i was like sure..i aint got no money but ill go,you kno...jus for tha company&Delvon wanted me to meet his other best friend Kia so im like fine,ok,i need some friends anyways..i been in va permanently for like 2days&&its time for me to get out&meet some new ppl.

we went to tha mall&window shopped.

but maaaaan oh man! every single dude that was in tha mall was GAY!! im like oooooohemgee.Delvon is gay,i dont have a problem wit gay ppl its jus that im lookin for a man but now im scared!! im like oh no! i will NOT be tryna holla at no dudes cuz they probably aint lookin at me anyways,they probably lookin at Delvon so ima jus let them come to me cuz i assume if they holla at me they interested&&aint gay but then again...you never know..they probably swing both ways.

so im like..what did i get myself into?i done moved to VA&&i believeeverybodyis gay!imma be single for tha rest of my life dealin wit these ppl up here..

*shame*

cuz Delvon dont look gay..well...when you 1st look at him then u see him walk alittle.he dont have a mean twist or nothin,matter afact i dont think he switch at all but he walk a little gay idk how to explain it.maaaaan,i had a crush on him when i was 16 BEFORE i knew he was gay.shhh dont tell nobody!but i met his boyfriend,oh my bad, his "boo" &&he dont look too gay either.they both dress jus like straight dudes&now that i meant them&&i see how you can look SO straight but be SO gay i got my eye out for ALL dudes!

gots to be more careful!

but anyways..overall i had fun wit his friends..they're now my friends.they are so funny but the only thing is they are nothin like tha kinda ppl im use to.i mean,of corse they not gonna be like my friends cuz they different ppl but idk.i guesss its cuz they act completly different bcuz they live in different states and it 2 different "cultures".

i feel so outta my element here sometimes cuz im use to different things like taller buildings,less interstates,no rivers and oceans,etc etc..

but ill get use to it .. eventually .. i guess =/

[honestly]:i wanna go back to Charlotte.

i realized ive turned into a city girl..im not use to seeing pigs in a truck on tha interstate....

..oh u laughin?im serious!! lol