so done wit dudes for awhile

Exhibit A .. this is a picture of me and my ex, Cameron, at VA Beach last summa.we looked cute right? [my body is bangin' by tha way ] We were.. we had only been datin for a month at this time&i was so head over heels about him cuz i thought i had me a sexy grown lookin man so i was excited about him..but we jus broke up last Nov.

because he was a HUGE liar, he never took me anywhere,&&he was still in love wit his ex but was in denial.so i had to cut that loose cuz i was bein emotionally abused for like 3 months out of our 6 month relationship [my stupidity]

fast forward >>

Me&&him still talked occasionally like on a every blue moon,"hey how you been?" kinda thing.so since im bout to move this wknd i called him&we talked alittle jus about .. nothin.then it got quite cuz we had nothin else to talk about then he was like "lets talk." im like "ok..about what?"

him:idk...[quiteness again]

me:ok..lets be HONEST for once &lets jus talk&i can ask u anything

cuz i remember he is a huge liar,thats y we broke up.but im still like..he aint gonna tell me tha truth now

him:ok cool.

me:sooo...did u ever cheat on me wit anybody i asked u about while we was datin??

him: [lookin around]..no?

me:yea u did!who?? im not gonna be mad i promise.why would i get mad?we aint together nomore so jus tell me.

him:ok i cheated on u wit Tempestt

this chick! was givin him tha sex face the first time they met..with me right there.but i never thought about it cuz he aint seem interested and she wasnt makin it to obvious so i didnt really notice.

me:oh really?[real calm cuz i kinda thought he messed wit her but i had no reason to really believe it i was jus accusin him but he always denied it so i let it go]

me:ok.is she tha only one or have you cheated on me wit other ppl?

him:thats it.[wit this little guilty smirk]

me:na really..i wont get mad.have you?

him: .......yea.

me:how many??

him:ummm..since we being honest&you aint gonna get mad...7 girls.

me: ..............................are you serious??[quiteness..jus thinkin like..wow.]

so then he tries to tell me that he aint play me.he only played tha other girls cuz they knew he was wit me not them.&im like no you played me harder than them cuz i was suppose to be ya girl.then he's like well i really did love you.because if i didnt i woulda told u about them then ya feelings woulda been hurt but i loved you so much not to tell u that i cheated on u.......

wth???7 girls??

so at first i honestly wasnt hurt or mad or nothin then tears came down but i wasnt "cryin" tha tears jus came down.then i was hurt cuz i felt like..i gave him my all..&& i mean my all &&this is how i got treated.i got cheated on.wow.like really?

so now im like..i dont wanna trust anythin anybody tells me now.

&&he had no signs of him cheatin.like he always answered tha phone.whenever i wanted to come see him i could.he told me i could jus pop up on him so i never thought he was cheatin.

the only thing i think might look alittle funny was that he never talked to me on tha phone for a long time&never wanted to go out wit me&stuff..

ugh.i cant believe he cheated on me wit 7females&i never knew..until like 7 months later.thats why i dont even care right now.im jus shocked.

i could go on&&on about tha stuff he did in our relationship but that would take days.i've done enough for today!geeez!